Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ella got out of bed and pulled her robe on. She stood in the hall for a moment, listening. She heard her fatherās voice, but it seemed to come from farther away than the dining room, and he was saying very little, not much more than āyesā and āI understand.ā He came back to the hall. āWhat is it, Daddy?ā she whispered.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āItās for Mrs. Stolz,ā he said. He brought his hands up over his eyes. āItās bad news. Her grandson. Her grandson is dead. Killed.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āOh, Daddy,ā said Ella. She felt a surge of compassion and responsibility that struck her as a more mature feeling than anything she had experienced before. āLet me go wake her up. You wait here. Iāll get her.ā She took the copy of The Thousand and One Nights from the shelf and replaced it. The bookcase swung open, and Ella disappeared into the dark. In a few moments she emerged with Mrs. Stolz, who was blinking at the light and repeating, āWhat is it? What is it?ā Ella took her to the phone and stayed with her while she spoke to her daughter. Herb stood in the hall. He felt that he could barely breathe. His hands wouldnāt stop shaking. His mouth was too dry to allow him to swallow. Ella and Mrs. Stolz came back, walking slowly, bent, as if they were wearing wet overcoats. āIāll help Mrs. Stolz pack,ā said Ella. āYou should call Mother, Daddy. Tell her. Then call about a train for Mrs. Stolz.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI already called your mother,ā said Herb. āSheāll be home tomorrow night.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou did? She will?ā said Ella.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYes,ā said Herb. Mechanically, distractedly, he added what he had rehearsed: āSo we only have tonight and tomorrow to get through without her. Then sheāll be here, and sheāll ā sheāll help you. Sheāll know what to do. She ā oh, Ella ā ā His mission came back to him suddenly. āSomething awful has happened.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ella was a little frightened. Her father seemed to have forgotten what had just happened, forgotten that he had already told her about the something awful.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI know,ā she said.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āNo. No. Itās ā Ella, come into the living room and sit down, I ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWhat is it, Daddy?ā she asked.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āElla ā ā he began. His voice had the colorlessness that comes from rehearsal. āBuster is dead too.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā For one awful moment, Ella thought that her father was playing a trick on her. Then she knew that it must be true. Her legs gave way under her. She dropped to her knees beside Herb and huddled against him. āOh, why Buster?ā she asked.
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